So, no shit, I just meditated and had this “vision” of sorts… It seemed to be about happiness (or perhaps peacefulness) being visually represented in a textured, acute metallic triangle… the more I could make the metallic surface of the triangle glisten (fill it up with glistening, like a meter) the happier, more peaceful, I felt… but these dark cartoonish hands (that seemed to represent thought, reason, curiosity, intellectualism… I’m just guessing here) kept prodding the triangle because they wanted to capture this “peacefulness”, study it, take a sample, reproduce it… and every time they did that, the glistening would quickly fade, as if shying away from these things. I was never able to make the triangle glisten very much, and the hands were pretty rampant… but it all seemed to make complete sense as I was experiencing it; like emotion and logic were one. Of course when I came out of it, I was like “Whoa… that’s weird.” Oh well, it was a neat, intriguing, and dream-like experience; especially considering most of my meditation attempts usually just end up being me taking a nap in a sitting position. Felt like my mind was trying to balance my “attempted intellectualism” and “ignorant bliss” (or maybe right and left brain), and the scale had been tipped way too far to the side of “attempted intellectualism”.
The image above is almost exactly what it looked like in my mind… it’s a little eerie how accurately I was able to recreate it.
Also, I was listening to the song “Smoked” by Spunkshine throughout the whole thing (below).